The Beach

-Chazz- I blink as I realize I said that out loud. Then Shan said 'thank you' and I feel weak. My heart pounds but I hold onto the frayed rope of resistance. If I gave in, I would kiss Shan, like Siken did Luna. Even that thought didn't help.

((Didn't Chazz say he was never going to be in love? Wrong now...))

"Argh! I have no idea what I'm meant to be doing!" I yelled at myself. I hit myself on the forehead. "Twpsod."

OOC: That's Welsh for stupid.

-Chazz- I don't speak full British or anything like that, but Shan had just hit herself. I spazz, "Shan..." I stop as I realize what about to say. Aw to Hades with avoiding it. "Shan, you're beautiful and shouldn't hit yourself or yell things that I don't understand, but sound bad, and..." I stop.

She looked at him. "It was just a tap... And... Are you feeling okay? And that just meant stupid. Its Welsh. I could teach you but... I'm not as good at it as I'd like to be."

Aww... Cute... And creepy... Shan looked ahead and sighed. She concentrated... And a gryffin appeared from nowhere. She grinned at it.

OOC: WHY DO I KEEP SWITCHING PERSONS!? I should really decide on 1st or 3rd

((Time for the Grand Finale))

-Chazz- I sigh as I realize Shan wasn't even paying attention. My heart continues to pound, but less frantically. Finally, I say "Shan, I have to tell you something." I stop and take a shallow breath. "I love you, Shan. It..." I said it and now couldn't breathe regularly.

I looked to him. "Huh? What?"

OOC:LMAO! She wasn't even listening.

((Epic Fail...REDO...maybe))

-Chazz- I feel my throat tighten as I say, again "I lo..." My throat constricts but I force myself to finish "I love you, Shan." Now my heart practically stops and everything seems to freeze, everything except me and Shan.

OOC: I have NO idea what you want Shan to do.

BIC: I listened this time, the gryffin evaporating. "Oh..." I said. My face and my thoughts read: Awkward...

((I don't control Shan. In true RP, you go with what someone else does. Do what you would do. ))

-Chazz- My heart beats in my ears and I hear her answer, it sounded muffled. I didn't really read her face well and the world around us seemed really slow, as if through syrup.

OOC: I know but in some situations, people require a certain reaction for the next step.

BIC: "Oh... Oh, Chazz... I'm so sorry... It's just... You're a little... Um... Young. You a little young for me," I said. "I'm sorry..."

I bit my lip.

-Chazz- I feel my heart stop, like literally, and then start again. Her biting her lip was cute, but her reaction hurt. The world slowly comes into focus, strangly because my eyes were blurred. I now knew how Siken felt, to lose his heart and then have it broken. My own heart shards were slicing my chest. It hurt to breathe, but I wouldn't react badly. It wasn't like my heart was broken or anything. I feel my throat tighten as I breathe.

"I'm sorry... Besides, you've only known me what... half hour?"

-Chazz- I see Daniel look around and then at me. If I started everything Siken did, it could end badly. "Age is just a number, and I doubt you know how old I really am." My heart slowly mends itself enough to not hurt.

((Chazz is really short, shorter than most 13 year olds. Now, cue Daniel))

-Chazz- I look at Daniel and try to smile. It worked, sort of. "That depends on what you are thinking." I say, my voice sort of pained and soft. My throat still hurt.

I looked at Daniel. "I don't think he understands when a girl is too old for him, has only just learned his name and is-" not very well in the mind department.

I stood up and started to walk away but my subcoscious pulled a rock toward me and it hit my ankle, making me fall over, rather comically. I looked back and my ankle was bleeding. "Oh no," I said, sitting up to cradle it. "Owww."

"No," I said, hiding my face. "It doesn't."

"I can't move it," I gulped.

"Thank you," I said, holding on and hiding my face. I didn't want to show weakness by crying. I gulped and felt the salty tears fal from my eyes.